My Life As a Fangirl

Friday, February 3, 2012
Hi there! I'm baaaaaack!!! After 9 months of not visiting this blog, finally... I'm baaaaaack!! :))

I just wanted to share some thoughts of mine. These are the things that usually comes into my mind whenever I'm alone, lonely and having my daydreams. First and foremost, I admit, I'm a certified fangirl. I love Kpop. It seems that I can't live without it. It's so addictive. There are some korean artists whom I really love. Whenever I hear their precious voice and see their priceless smiles on the television, it always makes me feel that I'm complete. It can give happiness to me. Happiness that no one could give to me. 

Whenever they have their new released songs or new albums, I make sure that I already memorized that song and have the english interpretation of it because it's written in korean.  As a fangirl, you started to act as if you're really a korean citizen. I started to learn some korean words for me to know the meaning of a certain korean song. And also, I started to learn "Hangeul", the writing system of korean people. 

In terms of my love for my biases or favorite korean artists, it'c unconditional. I'm loving them even though I know in myself that they don't even know me and they also didn't know that I'm existing in this world.  It's really hard. Watching your love from a distance, literally, FROM A DISTANCE. They're in Korea and I'm in Philippines. Even though they're both located in Asia, still, it's quite far.  In school, even though that I'm busy, I never forget to think of them every time and search for new released songs, because they make me inspired in school. The help me in doing and showing more what I've really got in our school.